my new blog

Hey I'm new to this whole bloging thing. It's my birhtday today and I've been telling my husband I need to vent I started talking about a journal and he came up with the idea of a blog and I was like hey that sounds cool sharing my complaints and issues with other people sounds cool instead of a book that can't tell me I'm not crazy or I'm not alone. Awesome I need all the support I can get! I have 4 kids and one due in february so almost 5 two dogs and a husband my life is fricking crazy!!!!! and how sick is this it's all self inflickted. I did this shit to myself everyday I ask myself why especially on the days I want to sell evryone on e bay with a no refund policy attached. Like today for example it's my fucking birthday and I get the great idea to take the kids out with a friend to an inside moonbounce place where they can jump and have a great time. Let me just apoligize to any english major I can't spell, type or write so you get what you get sorry! Anyway we get there and my 3 little spawns of satan play for maybe 5 minutes on these moonbounces which cost me $18 to get in to and then the oldest of the 3 goes off with her girlfriend oh, I forgot we went with the oldest's friend and her mother. Like I needed another witness to what a horrible parent I am the other mothers that were there weren't enough.Well anyway she goes off with the girlfriend to any other room in the place but the one were suppose to be in, while the 2nd proceeds to steal as many juice boxes he could get his hands on which cost $1 a piece what a rip off and if that not enough the baby is beating the shit out of every kid that comes near him. What am I to do? all these mothers are looking at me and shielding their kids from my bully baby, of coarse I'm yelling at him while trying to control the other ones. It was insane. What was I thinking wanting to have a nice quiet day of fun with these kids? Why can they never be satisfied until they have me screaming for mercy? and all I keep thinking is i'm adding another one to the mix you fucking lunatic! No all kidding aside I do absolutely love all my children with my whole heart and am thankful for each and every one of them. Really!!!!!! Like this morning while I'm getting ready I shower for the 1st time in 3 days and I even decided to put some make up on today for my birthday.Don't know why I cried it all off by the end of the day cause I couldn't handle the stress. Anyway getting back. And my 2nd youngest who 3 and a holy terror you'll hear a lot about him, says mommy you smell good and look beautiful. Well probably cause it was 3 days before I even realized I haven't showered that's why I smell good. But it was sooo sweet nothing can be better then that it makes it worth while that's why you haven't found him on ebay yet. Oh well another day in the life of a mother. Underpaid and very underappreciated!!!!!!!